little things in life you wished that can happen

Ever happened to you when you wished something nice can happen to you and when it doesn't you like get a ted emo and upset. It could be someone surprising you with a bouquet of flowers at work. It could be stranger paying for your McDonalds meal. It could someone just asking how are you and giving you a hug when you're feeling down. It could be your dad driving up to your driveway with a brand new BMW 328i and say "it's yours son, you deserve it". It could even something simple like saying leaving a message on your msn asking "how are you?".

Over the last few months, I've had this constant strange "wish" of coming back to my appartment, finding the girl of my dreams outside my door either armed with McDies and a DVD in her hands all set for a romantic TV dinner together or even just coming feeling emo saying "I'm feeling down and didn't know where else to go..". Such weird thoughts that surrounds us at times and sometimes we wished it did come true.

Point is how we react to it sometimes. There was once it came to a point where I really wanted something to happened (not the girl at the door thingy)and to a point it became such a obsession that I tried to make it happen. And when it just didn't happen... I began to think that people don't care about me and life should be lived as a life of solitude. These where we put a mountain in front of us when there wasn't a mountain in the first place. Life sometimes can be smooth sailing but we had to complicate it by putting a mountain in front of us. For example, who told us to fall in love with a certain person. If you didn't fall in love, you wouldn't be feeling down and emotional. So do we count that as putting a mountain in front of ourselves? In advertedly, it counts.. but how we deal with the man made "mountain" is important.

There is no real formula now to remove that mountain, because I am in the midst of removing a mountain. All can be said is that we surrender all to God, even though you put it there yourself, God will still carry you through your own mountain