Saturday, December 17, 2005

and the bonder of his love.......

It's the Christmas season now and everyone is supposed to feel jolly and happy amidst all the hive and busyness. So that's why I can't understand why I am feeling the way I am feeling. Why am I feeling so down during Christmas?? I feel so unwanted and so insecure suddenly.. why does this feeling linger and spoils the mood. Why is it that I am worse than a girl and feel this way.. Sigh..!!! Must be the lack of sleep that I've been having that's driving my emotions nuts. Guess it's time to catch up on the sleep, but camp is just round the corner... guess I have to rely on good old YC people to cheer me up again which they always do. Thanks so much Youth Church for allowing me to be part of you all for the last few years. I've had a blast with YC, FGA. It's no wonder that I couldn't wait to get back from Adelaide. Working with YC for the Christmas play was such an honour. Thank you.. thank you.

Gee... this post sure sucks.. I don't know the direction of this entry at all.. I had something in mind to write.. but I don't think it suits the Christmas spirit.. so I think I shall wait until my birthday to write it. There's too much bad graphics involved.

Lastly, a blessed Christmas and blessed new year to all.

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